SELFISH ASS PARENTS.

i was grumbling to myself again today in my bathroom while getting dressed. i said to myself, "i bet that bitch didn't think i'd grow up to find out she used me as a shield while my dad was kicking her. she probably relied on me forgetting it because it happened so long ago and my grandma and the rest of my family were told not to bring it up to me. WELL.. I'M GROWN NOW AND I HAVE HAD MANY DREAMS REMINISCING THIS SHIT. I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO HER AGAIN AFTER ALL THIS DAMN THERAPY AND SURGERIES I'VE HAD TO GONE THROUGH BECAUSE OF HER BITCH ASS. SHE COULD'VE MOVED ME OUTTA THE WAY WHILE MY DAD WAS ANGRY AT HER. SHE DIDN'T NEED TO FUCKIN RISK MY BODY WHEN SHE WAS GETTING KICKED BECAUSE SHE FIGURED OH, HE LOVES STACY SO MUCH SO IF I PUT HER IN FRONT OF ME, HE WON'T KICK ME! AND IT WAS TOO FUCKIN LATE TO STOP KICKING HER- SO I CAUGHT THE BRUNT OF THIS SHIT. I ALWAYS SAID THAT IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO.. EVEN WHEN I WAS IN THE CAR ACCIDENT THAT I WAS IN. I REALIZED THAT I WAS AT FAULT TOO, SO THAT KEPT ME FROM PLACING ALL THE BLAME ON THE DRIVER OF THE CAR IN THE ACCIDENT I WAS IN. ACCOUNTABILITY SEEMS TO BE HARD FOR MY MOM SINCE SHE'S BEEN CODDLED HER WHOLE LIFE BECAUSE OF HER BRAIN INJURY. WELL.. I'M NOT DEALING WITH THAT SHIT ANYMORE. I DON'T HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR IT. I DON'T WANNA EVER TALK TO HER AGAIN." so i need to call lyft in about 5 minutes to go to PHYSICAL THERAPY THANKS TO MY SELFISH ASS PARENTS. i just hope you both have to go through ALL the shit i've had to- well, my dad is dead but i'm pretty sure he did go through the shit i went through plus more because he was murdered in a drug trading trafficking accident with the drug cartels in mexico- which my brother found out at one of his welding jobs.